Sunday, May 17, 2009

cerita

heyyoo...dah lame giler tak update kat blog ni..hehe..tak berkesempatan nak buat lawatan sosial kat cc ni..aku dah ade kat rumah sekarang ni.dah seminggu lebih dah dok bersenang lenang,makan tido makan tido kat rumah tu.rutin harian aku cuti2 ni buat air untuk skilled labour yang tgh buat keje2 renovation kat rumah tu pastu bagi anak2 kesayangan (anak kucen daa) including mak2 kucen makan.dah jadi macam nursery kucen dah rumah aku tu..
hmm since dah lame tak update, macam banyak je yang di cerita2 kat sini ni..haha..ok..kita bahagikan kpd beberapa part..

part1
kesimpulan yang boleh aku buat sepanjang sem tiga aku kat uitm tu:
  1. aku jadi orang yang sangattttttt penyabar (penyabar la sgt kan?...)
  2. giler laa subjek BS..tak suke..
  3. jangan ikut cakap orang je..
  4. buat tak kisah je orang nak buat ape kat kite ni..suke ati korang laa..
  5. sediakan masa yang secukupnya untuk diri sendiri..
  6. aku terpaksa jadi hipokrit sikit..
  7. errr makin gemuk dah aku ni..makan je kejenye..mane tak nye, tgh frust ke, tgh hepi ke aku makan je..
  8. kawan je dengan semua orang..
  9. aku dah mula crush dekat orang..hahahahahaha...gila!!!! sumpah weiii aku tak tau nape jadi macam ni..please help me!huh!
ok part1 dah abis..

part2
"Cry"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

aku dah buat keputusan lepas pikir panjang and atas nasihat orang2 terdekat yang paham aku..
ni masa untuk aku move on.dah tak mau pikir2 benda lepas.insyaallah lepas ni aku takkan sebut lagi atau tinggalkan nota2 kaki lepas update blog ni pasal dia lagi..cukup laa..dah penat..penat terpikir pasal dia..kawan2 aku pon ckp, aku buang masa je buat macam ni.sebelum jadi makin teruk, better aku let him go..biar la dia pergi dengan orang yang sepatutnya..so, kesimpulan kat sini kalau dah suka bagitau awal2..at least dier tau kita suka dia..takde la terbeban sangat bila tetibe terpikir hal dia..tapi kisah aku dengan dia ni lain la kot..entah..orang2 yang tau je akan paham ape yang lain..so, mungkin ni yang terbagus punya jalan aku patut amek and maybe lepas ni kalau aku suka orang tu, aku cakap je terus terang..haha..gila!!mulut senang la cakap nak buat tu, nak buat ni tapi last sekali hampeh..

"your love is blind"

I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what’s going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn’t really care how you feel…
You should be moving on girl what’s the deal?
I wana see you out that door… cuz girl you know your worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don’t treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn’t live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain’t the one
I don’t know what to say no more
I wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don’t wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don’t take it to heart)
Don’t wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don’t know he’s done to you
But I know that it’s time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Girl I understand
That you’re scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain’t true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth so much more
Wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don’t wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don’t take it to heart)
Don’t wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don’t know he’s done to you
But I know it’s time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don’t wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don’t take it to heart)
Don’t wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don’t know he’s done to you
But I know its time to move on

p/s:kan bagus kalau ade orang nyanyikan lagu ni kat aku..haha..biar ade kesedaran sikit.tapi takpe aku nyanyi sendiri je..lalalala..


part3
ade satu confession nak buat tapi bukan sekarang..nanti la bila dah ready adn dapat keberanian yang tinggi baru nak cakap.taku nak amek risiko sebenarnye..ni cik sasa punye pasal la ni.saje je timbulkan benda ni..so sasa, please keep it as a secret! i wish i can tell u what's on my mind rite now...



haa tu la benda2 yang aku nak cakap..sume tu dok bermain je lam otak aku..tak sabar2 nak suh aku adaptasikan ke bentuk tulisan plak..aishhh macam2..
so, setakat ni je la dulu..nanti update lagi..

tata.

w.n.a


Friday, May 1, 2009

heyyooo...
sudah lame tak mengupdate blog ni..tak sempat dan tak rase keterujaan nak berkongsi cerita buat masa sekarang ni..


aku dah melanggar kata2 aku sendiri..tak tahu la kenapa dengan diri aku ni..aku cuba tapi tak dapat jugak..



damn betul.
aku tak suka keadaan aku sekarang ni..
aku tak suka bila berkeadaan macam arghhhh...
BENCI!!!