Saya dalam kebosanan yang amat sangat sekarang ni. Siang tadi dah bosan. Tapi dah terubat sikit bila ada orang datang. kebetulan my big bro pun balik dari KL. then bila orang yang datang tu dah balik tadi, bosan tu datang balik la. kebetulan juga hari minggu ni, Kak Cheq saya takde. So takde orang nak layan saya merapu merepek. handphone pula, ada dua. Tapi dua-duanya senyap+diam+tak bergetar pun. Macam takde guna je weh korang wujud kat sebelah aku ni wahai handphones kesayangan. Ni la jadinya bila takde boyfriend/teman lelaki/skandal/teman tapi mesra. (opss tiba-tiba pulak!).

so, apa lagi saya boleh cakap?
Sudah lah. nak sambung tengok movie A Series of Unfortunate Event - Lemony Snicket.

till then~

W.N.A

according to my previous post, (no, you can't read that post since I've delete it just now..) I've told you about what i feel towards my friends.
so here, i want to clear the things.. atau dalam bahasa melayunya, nak perbetulkan balik.
- it was all my fault for putting high expectation towards my friends. and i can't blame them because they never ask from me that kind of expectations. sorry friends.
- berkawan tu biarlah berpada-pada or someday you will regret it.
- gives your full supports to your friends because it can helps them a lot.
- don't be childish.

frankly speaking, aku malu bila dia berterus-terang.
and aku puas hati juga sebab dia pun berterus-terang.
we're equals now.
lets start all over again.
don't worry babe, we are here.
Doakan aku juga untuk sama2 terbuka hati.

till then~

~w.N.a~

CELIK

berbalik kepada cerita ini : CELIK. (sila klik untuk baca)

Terpejam untuk seketika waktu tu bukan satu kesalahan besar pun.
in fact kalau tengok cerita GHOSTRIDER pun, dia akan cakap "you, not guilty.".haha. (sorry, termerepek kejap.hehe.)
tapi yang membuatkan salah besar tu bila kita layan je.
and takde usaha pun nak celik.
it is getting worse bila ada unsur2 lain yang datang masuk campur.
kalau takde, takpe la.
sekarang dah celik kan?
teruslah celik.
sampai masa, akan terpejam untuk yg sebetulnya.
open your eyes widely.
before its getting too late.
bila dah terlambat, takut nanti tak mampu nak celik langsung.


sekadar peringatan untuk diri sendiri.


till then~

~w.N.a~

enggang vs pipit

orang dulu-dulu selalu cakap, burung enggang dengan burung pipit tak boleh terbang sama-sama. tak sama taraf katanya.
sekarang pun sama.
the differences are very clear now.
too much differences.
dulu buta sebab suka.
sekarang celik bukan sebab tak suka, tapi sebab tengok dengan mata hati.


till then~

~w.N.a~

naik bot.

Last Sunday, me, Kak Sarah and Ain together with engineers and architect (and his wife) went to Kampung Bahagia, Kuala Krai for the monthly site meeting. the journey to that site was really fun. haha. fun for me la. because there are some adventurous elements before reach to the site. the first one is, we need to ride a boat. yes A BOAT. that place can be categorized as a 'ulu' since the main transport to connect the villagers with bandar Kuala Krai is a boat. but the accommodations for them is quite good. the electricity are provided. and they don't have to pay for the bills for the usage of water (i don't know the good word actually.blank!haha)haha.untung!

i already went there 15years ago. but not at Kampung Bahagia. another kampung and to reach there we need to ride a boat for about 1 hour. my late grandfather ada kebun buah-buahan dan kebun getah there. masa pergi tu i kecik lagi. sempat la main2 naik kereta tolak yang my uncle tolak.haha.i really had fun there. tu tak campur dengan keadaan rumah yang kami stay masa tu. rumah tu senget sebelah dan bila kakak nak solat, selalu je nak terhumban/tersungkur ke depan.and till today kalau ingat balik cerita tu kitorang akan gelak.haha. serious sangat lucu! dah la air sejuk. hehe. tapi bab naik bot tu memang best la. sangat-sangat best!

okay sambung balik pasal Kg. Bahagia tadi. after boat riding for 40minutes, we reach there. and you know what, we have to ride another transport. and the transport provided for us is a 4WD.haha.not the pajero one but something like Hilux. ala yang ada ruang terbuka kat bahagian belakang tu.hehe. so yang perempuan2 ni ditawarkan la duduk kat depan. sekali dengan driver.haha.muat la pulak kan! last sekali Kak Sarah and the architect's wife duduk depan and me and Ain duduk belakang. ya sekali dengan engineers and contractor dan jugak trainees lain. sangat rugi woh tak capture gambar masa tu.haha. sebijik macam pelarian! haha. lepas meeting, ada makan2 sikit. then terus balik. balik pun sama jugak. tapi macam ekstrem la sikit masa nak naik hilux tu. sebab takde kerusi so me and Ain kena panjat tayar. haha. ape, ingat kami ni tak lasak ke? don't underestimate us okay! haha. sampai dekat jeti bot dah ada. and here we go. naik bot sekali lagi.. sekali lagi nak cakap, SANGAT BEST! haha.

and i wish i can be there again. more specific, naik bot lagi.. :)

~W.N.A~

Part1..
last two weeks, I've been sooooooooo busy doing my reports. three reports nak kena tambah isi+edit+goreng before viva session take place on 21st April..tidur tak cukup.sanggup angkut laptop bawak pergi office tiap2 hari. pada hari viva tu, Alhamdulillah..semuanya berjalan lancar..cuma kena betulkan ECA hingga malam tu aku tak tidur sampai esoknya collapse tak pergi office.haha.mengada-ngada je lebih tu.haha.eh tapi betul.memang pagi tu tak larat.lepas siapkan ECA, aku tidur.bangun kejap called kerani tu (dengan suara serak2 baru bangun tidur) kemudian aku sambung tidur balik.heheh..tengah hari tu message cik teh. aku cakap nak jumpa dia sebab nak hantar ECA tu. then dia reply cakap jumpa kat lobi hotel renaissance kota bharu.sempat pulak dia suruh aku belikan selipar getah..haha.I'll do anything for you cik teh!hehe.sampai je kat hotel, message cik teh bagitau dah sampai and wait for her for 10minutes.and finally, i've submitted my ECA and in front of my eyes she wrote how much did i get for the ECA task..Alhamdulillah..sangat bersyukur dengan markah itu. berbaloi2 tak tidur malam tu!haha.then she gave me back the report and ask me to sent it next sem sekali dengan log book.now, everything is settled.muahaha.lega weh semua dah lepas.macam taknak pergi office dah.haha.dapat la pulak kan.terpaksalah bersabar tunggu sebulan lebih lagi..huhu..

Part2..
last Saturday, I'm taking MUET at my former high school, SMK Ketereh as a private candidate.malam tu, sempat lagi pergi bookstore cari model questions. sebabnya aku tak buat preparation pun..bila dah tengok kawan2 yang lain dok tayang buku, tiba-tiba macam cuak.aihh..pergi bookstore nasib baik jumpa buku yang murah.sesuai la untuk orang yang desperate macam aku. -__-
balik dari bookstore, aku terus buat sample questions..trust me, ianya sangat susah!i'm not kidding okay.untuk soalan reading comprehension, articles yang digunakan dah la panjang2.lepas tu guna bahasa tinggi2..susah la sikit nak faham kalau tak baca betul2..lepas buat 3 set soalan, aku tidur.risau kot2 tak boleh bangun awal.haha.
tibalah harinya..frankly speaking, aku nervous nak pergi sekolah tu pada pagi tu..almost 3 years tak jejak kaki kat situ..sekali kena pergi exam kat situ pulak.macam2 perasaan la ada.tapi buat rilex je.haha.bab2 cover ni memang pandai!as i told u, reading comprehension sangat susah.sama lah hari tu..susah! then writing paper...uishh..aku bantai je tulis essays..takde idea..cik sasa message aku pun btau benda yang sama.then tibalah saat2 yang paling mengecewakan aku.listening paper.serius aku cakap, aku benci listening paper!i didn't perform well for that paper.frust kot.tak dapat nak tangkap ape yang dibacakan..lepas paper tu aku terfikir macam mana la nasib result MUET aku nanti..tu tak campur dengan speaking paper 10th May nanti. *sigh*
tapi aku suka pergi sekolah tu hari tu..dapat jumpa cikgu bahasa melayu masa form4&5..english teacher mase form5..teacher aku tu siap cubit pipi aku lagi.makin gemuk katanya.haha.then mase dalam dewan, aku nampak cikgu fizik aku.haha.masih lagi maintain cute.macam dulu2.haha.bila balik ke sekolah tu, aku teringat masa zaman2 jadi budak sekolah.tiap2 sudut kat sekolah tu ada kenangan masing2.haha.nak lagi kat studio Lukisan Kejuruteraan merangkap kelas aku masa form4.hehe.. *senyum sorang2*

okay enough for the reports and muet..

you know what, sometimes we have to be realistic when it comes to the personal matter. you might thing it is just a simple thing that you can ignore. and obviously, it is not as simple as you think. need to find the best way to handle this. but the question is, ada ke?selalunya bila macam ni, menipu diri sendiri is the most popular way. *sigh* ~sangat tak matang kan?..

till then baby.

~w.N.a~

p/s: there is a girl who looking for the additional sun to give more sunshine into her life..will you?