hello peeps!hehe..dah pandai ber'peeps' pulak sekarang ni.haha.
hurm..tahu tak, sepanjang minggu ni kan i banyak berfikir..wahhh dah guna "i" pulak!!haha..takpe la.sopan sikit kan.hihi..okay tukar..buat macam biasa je la senang2 kan..huhu..memang agak banyak berfikir minggu ni..mostly berkaitan dengan kerja plus personal life. it has been 2 months i'm doing my practical there and i do learn something.it's was exciting actually but sometimes the moods telah dirosakkan.by who? let it be my secret..syhhhh! but honestly i don't like her. ngeee~
let's stop talking about it ok..i really hate it..
what if i say, would you please give me a chance?
~w.n.a~
p/s: "....sometimes beginning aren't so simple, sometimes good bye is the only way..." - shadow of the day, Linkin Park.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
ceritera
heyya! we meet again.hehe.
aku bersengkang mata malam ni.ni pun naasib baik tak tertidur depan laptop macam malam semalam.haha.nasib baik lappy akak aku ni tak meletup.kalau tak, dengan aku sekali la hangus.tak dapat la aku nak berceritera lagi kan.hehe.
oh ya, tadi aku menjadi kaunselor a.k.a penasihat agung yang tak bertauliah kepada one of my friend who is in trouble regarding a guy who likes her.ahah! seems like i was tooo expert in love matter rite?haha.nonsense betul la.okay berbalik kepada cerita tadi, my friend yang seorang ni told me that she don't feel like replying messages that come from that guy. kalau boleh, she don't want to reply it at all.sampai macam tu sekali tu.haha.i asked her back, what brings her to act like that..she told me that she only want to be friend with him.not more than that.dulu diorang pernah berkakak adik but now, that guy makin berani..there's no more panggilan "akak"..hurm..that is so brave of you my dear..i can't called him adik since we're in same age..so my friend agak bingung with this. i said that, she have to tell him the truth.before the things getting worse..in fact, in july we are going back to our campus and of course they will meet again.. tak nak la merasa kekok nanti..moreover, they used to be a close friend before..it's not nice la kan..huhu..for me, this is normal.yes normal.why i said normal? we can see by the way we treat someone. if we do really like her/him, of course this problem would not occure right? but if not, the way we treating him/her was sooo different..easy to feel bored, easy to get angry and acuh tak acuh je bila buat benda bersama-sama.it is obvious kot.we can see it everywhere..i told this not because i was too expert in this thing but we learn form mistakes kan..the experience and based on the story that i heard from my other friends has taught me a lot regarding "love matters"..what can i say to her just now is, she need to tell him the truth..or both of them will hurt because of perangai masing-masing.. hurm..aku ni senang je nak nasihat orang lain..bila terkena batang hidung sendiri, sama je,.ya saya mengaku i don't have a boyfriend right now..setakat suka-suka tu ada la..but sekarang berkawan je dengan semua orang and let the love come itself to me.no need to paksa-paksa rite? :)
4 years ago, i do have one..haha.yes, he is my first love.wink2!he is one of my classmate..and we hide our relationship from our friends since we are prefect in that school so need to behave ourself..konon-konon je la.haha..only two my closes friend who knows about this.and they was so suprised.sebabnya, aku dengan dia suka bergaduh and perwatakan dia yang agak lurus bendul menyebabkan my friends tak percaya aku ada something2 dengan dia.haha.we act like nothing happens between us when in the class.kami bertekak, aku selamba je sound dia kalau dia tak siapkan kerja dia (kami satu group untuk matapelajaran bahasa melayu masa form5) and kalau ada budak-budak lelaki kacau dia, aku tumpang sekaki gelak.haha.jahat kan?kalau budak-budak tu tahu kitorang ade something masa tu, masak la aku dengan dia kena perli.so nak selamat, baik diamkan aje..haha.we have a great time together, eventhough we are not like other couples, we are happy..kami berkomunikasi through SMS je.al-maklumla, masa tu baru mampu nak pakai handphone.hehe.and that time his niece was in the same school with us but she was in form4.dan kebetulan her class was in front of our class..she knows about this and selalu la berborak-borak..siap pernah bagi statement berani mati lagi depan kawan dia..dia cakap ape, "mira ni nanti jadi mak sedara aku.so korang jangan nak kacau-kacau dia ok.."haihh budak ni..sampai aku pun terdiam masa tu.haha.aini aini..i'm wondering where is she now..we only stick together for 5 months before we need to break up because of unacceptable reasons..after SPM kami masih berhubung and ada la dia cakap nak sambung balik..we're back together but the things was not going the same as before..our relationship was on-off and sampaila tak contact langsung sampai berminggu-minggu..alih-alih kami dapat masuk sekolah yang sama untuk sambung study form6..we took scince stream but i choose to get in a physic class meanwhile he is in biology class.kami macam orang asing masa kat sekolah tu.we are not speak to each other and no eye contact at all.pelik kan?dari pernah jadi orang yang kita sayang tiba-tiba berubah jadi macam tu..until end of 2007, i leave that school because i got an offer from Uitm for december intake.and i leave him there too..a few months later, when i was in uitm, he sent me a message.his first message after lama tak dengar cerita dari dia..kami kawan balik.sekadar kawan..but now, kami dah tak contact..entahla.dia selalu je tukar nombor sampai aku sendiri tak tahu dia guna nombor mana sekarang..pandai-pandai la nanti dia cari aku kalau nak aku datang majlis dia kahwin.haha..oh ya..masa form6 tu, cerita aku dengan dia dah terbongkar.dan seperti yang dijangka, semua yang tahu tu tak expect langsung aku dengan dia.haha.nampak sangat perbezaan antara aku dengan dia sampai orang tak boleh nak jangka..padahal ada sekali tu, aku pernah merajuk dengan dia di hadapan beberapa classmates kami gara-gara dia tak nak tolong aku buat kerja lukisan kejuruteraan..tapi nasib baik dia buat jugak and aku duduk je tengok depan dia time tu sampai sorang kawan aku tu pelik.haha..tu je la..sekarang aku tak sure dia belajar kat mana..tak dapat dikesan jejak mamat tu..hope everything is fine..tamat sudah cerita aku dengan dia..lepas break dengan dia, pernah cuba untuk relationship yang baru tapi tak berjaya.ada yang orang tu hak orang lain, ade yang sekadar nak main-main and ada jugak yang aku sendiri tak boleh terima..sampaila ke tahun lepas.yeap 2009.start to find a mr.right la konon-kononnya.haha.tapi tak berjaya.hehe.salah percaturan mungkin.hehe..and now, i'm okay with my "single and available" status.i'm soooo loving it.haha.and i just let the love come by itself..bila sampai masanya, akan datang jugak.cuma lambat atau cepat je..tipu la kalau cakap tak jealous tengok orang lain tapi tu mereka.masa aku belum sampai lagi..so, just go with the flow je la..hati tak runsing, minda tak kusut.. yeahh i'm strong bebeh! :D
till then, i'll stop here..
till we meet again in next entry.
"u, thanks for being my special one for the 5 months.i know i'm not a good one for u and hope u will find someone who is better than me..u deserve for that.and send my regards to your sister.you are her little brother so she expect the best one from u..good luck in whatever u do.and hope after this we still can be friends..we used to be friend and let it remains till forever.."
love,
mia..
~w.n.a~
p/s: aku sepatutnya buat entry pasal benda lain,tiba-tiba terbukak cerita lama pula.hehe.but the fact is, he will not reading this..i'm very sure with that.haha.
aku bersengkang mata malam ni.ni pun naasib baik tak tertidur depan laptop macam malam semalam.haha.nasib baik lappy akak aku ni tak meletup.kalau tak, dengan aku sekali la hangus.tak dapat la aku nak berceritera lagi kan.hehe.
oh ya, tadi aku menjadi kaunselor a.k.a penasihat agung yang tak bertauliah kepada one of my friend who is in trouble regarding a guy who likes her.ahah! seems like i was tooo expert in love matter rite?haha.nonsense betul la.okay berbalik kepada cerita tadi, my friend yang seorang ni told me that she don't feel like replying messages that come from that guy. kalau boleh, she don't want to reply it at all.sampai macam tu sekali tu.haha.i asked her back, what brings her to act like that..she told me that she only want to be friend with him.not more than that.dulu diorang pernah berkakak adik but now, that guy makin berani..there's no more panggilan "akak"..hurm..that is so brave of you my dear..i can't called him adik since we're in same age..so my friend agak bingung with this. i said that, she have to tell him the truth.before the things getting worse..in fact, in july we are going back to our campus and of course they will meet again.. tak nak la merasa kekok nanti..moreover, they used to be a close friend before..it's not nice la kan..huhu..for me, this is normal.yes normal.why i said normal? we can see by the way we treat someone. if we do really like her/him, of course this problem would not occure right? but if not, the way we treating him/her was sooo different..easy to feel bored, easy to get angry and acuh tak acuh je bila buat benda bersama-sama.it is obvious kot.we can see it everywhere..i told this not because i was too expert in this thing but we learn form mistakes kan..the experience and based on the story that i heard from my other friends has taught me a lot regarding "love matters"..what can i say to her just now is, she need to tell him the truth..or both of them will hurt because of perangai masing-masing.. hurm..aku ni senang je nak nasihat orang lain..bila terkena batang hidung sendiri, sama je,.ya saya mengaku i don't have a boyfriend right now..setakat suka-suka tu ada la..but sekarang berkawan je dengan semua orang and let the love come itself to me.no need to paksa-paksa rite? :)
4 years ago, i do have one..haha.yes, he is my first love.wink2!he is one of my classmate..and we hide our relationship from our friends since we are prefect in that school so need to behave ourself..konon-konon je la.haha..only two my closes friend who knows about this.and they was so suprised.sebabnya, aku dengan dia suka bergaduh and perwatakan dia yang agak lurus bendul menyebabkan my friends tak percaya aku ada something2 dengan dia.haha.we act like nothing happens between us when in the class.kami bertekak, aku selamba je sound dia kalau dia tak siapkan kerja dia (kami satu group untuk matapelajaran bahasa melayu masa form5) and kalau ada budak-budak lelaki kacau dia, aku tumpang sekaki gelak.haha.jahat kan?kalau budak-budak tu tahu kitorang ade something masa tu, masak la aku dengan dia kena perli.so nak selamat, baik diamkan aje..haha.we have a great time together, eventhough we are not like other couples, we are happy..kami berkomunikasi through SMS je.al-maklumla, masa tu baru mampu nak pakai handphone.hehe.and that time his niece was in the same school with us but she was in form4.dan kebetulan her class was in front of our class..she knows about this and selalu la berborak-borak..siap pernah bagi statement berani mati lagi depan kawan dia..dia cakap ape, "mira ni nanti jadi mak sedara aku.so korang jangan nak kacau-kacau dia ok.."haihh budak ni..sampai aku pun terdiam masa tu.haha.aini aini..i'm wondering where is she now..we only stick together for 5 months before we need to break up because of unacceptable reasons..after SPM kami masih berhubung and ada la dia cakap nak sambung balik..we're back together but the things was not going the same as before..our relationship was on-off and sampaila tak contact langsung sampai berminggu-minggu..alih-alih kami dapat masuk sekolah yang sama untuk sambung study form6..we took scince stream but i choose to get in a physic class meanwhile he is in biology class.kami macam orang asing masa kat sekolah tu.we are not speak to each other and no eye contact at all.pelik kan?dari pernah jadi orang yang kita sayang tiba-tiba berubah jadi macam tu..until end of 2007, i leave that school because i got an offer from Uitm for december intake.and i leave him there too..a few months later, when i was in uitm, he sent me a message.his first message after lama tak dengar cerita dari dia..kami kawan balik.sekadar kawan..but now, kami dah tak contact..entahla.dia selalu je tukar nombor sampai aku sendiri tak tahu dia guna nombor mana sekarang..pandai-pandai la nanti dia cari aku kalau nak aku datang majlis dia kahwin.haha..oh ya..masa form6 tu, cerita aku dengan dia dah terbongkar.dan seperti yang dijangka, semua yang tahu tu tak expect langsung aku dengan dia.haha.nampak sangat perbezaan antara aku dengan dia sampai orang tak boleh nak jangka..padahal ada sekali tu, aku pernah merajuk dengan dia di hadapan beberapa classmates kami gara-gara dia tak nak tolong aku buat kerja lukisan kejuruteraan..tapi nasib baik dia buat jugak and aku duduk je tengok depan dia time tu sampai sorang kawan aku tu pelik.haha..tu je la..sekarang aku tak sure dia belajar kat mana..tak dapat dikesan jejak mamat tu..hope everything is fine..tamat sudah cerita aku dengan dia..lepas break dengan dia, pernah cuba untuk relationship yang baru tapi tak berjaya.ada yang orang tu hak orang lain, ade yang sekadar nak main-main and ada jugak yang aku sendiri tak boleh terima..sampaila ke tahun lepas.yeap 2009.start to find a mr.right la konon-kononnya.haha.tapi tak berjaya.hehe.salah percaturan mungkin.hehe..and now, i'm okay with my "single and available" status.i'm soooo loving it.haha.and i just let the love come by itself..bila sampai masanya, akan datang jugak.cuma lambat atau cepat je..tipu la kalau cakap tak jealous tengok orang lain tapi tu mereka.masa aku belum sampai lagi..so, just go with the flow je la..hati tak runsing, minda tak kusut.. yeahh i'm strong bebeh! :D
till then, i'll stop here..
till we meet again in next entry.
"u, thanks for being my special one for the 5 months.i know i'm not a good one for u and hope u will find someone who is better than me..u deserve for that.and send my regards to your sister.you are her little brother so she expect the best one from u..good luck in whatever u do.and hope after this we still can be friends..we used to be friend and let it remains till forever.."
love,
mia..
~w.n.a~
p/s: aku sepatutnya buat entry pasal benda lain,tiba-tiba terbukak cerita lama pula.hehe.but the fact is, he will not reading this..i'm very sure with that.haha.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
hello there! =)
i got so much words to say but you know what, i'm not in the mood to be a story-teller at this moment..haha..it sounds sarcastic right?yeah i know my blog was not popular as others but i'm okay with it.it's not a big deal at all when nobody read my entries which is sometimes "ntahapeape" kan..at least i have a space to speak with myself..now it's sounds like orang putus asa pulak.haha.just forget about that.. ^_^
ok now i have my own broadband.yeahh now i can online whenever i want.haha. :p
i took the student package and i need to pay rm50 per month..well, i hope i can pay the bill every month!hehe..since i already have the modem, so i don't have to pay more than rm50 during the registration..but unfortunately, i can't install the software of the modem to my lappy because i just format my lappy and all the previous data has lost..dangg! it is useless la if it can't be use with my own lappy. so, for this time being, i use this modem with my sister's lappy. -__-
according to the promoter at the celcom centre kb, i need to spend more than rm150++ for the new modem..haiyaa..duit lagi! since my practical allowance was sooooo "mahal", i think i should buy it later..adoyaii..masalah masalah!
and the last thing is, i feel like there's a gap between me and my friends.it is just because of we are too busy with our new routine now?maybe..we are too busy with works.the practical life was not easy as i thought.it need some sacrifice..sacrifice in time, money and your feelings too.too many feelings that need to be care of.and the rest is history~~
honestly, i missed my life in uitm.i missed all the things there.the environment, friends, etc etc..
i have to wait till this july before i can get in there back..haihh..tu la..mase ada kat sana, sibuk je nak balik kan..now, rasekan! * i talk to myself*
till then, i'll stop here.
with love,
w.n.a
p/s: start to give up..don't let me down..
i got so much words to say but you know what, i'm not in the mood to be a story-teller at this moment..haha..it sounds sarcastic right?yeah i know my blog was not popular as others but i'm okay with it.it's not a big deal at all when nobody read my entries which is sometimes "ntahapeape" kan..at least i have a space to speak with myself..now it's sounds like orang putus asa pulak.haha.just forget about that.. ^_^
ok now i have my own broadband.yeahh now i can online whenever i want.haha. :p
i took the student package and i need to pay rm50 per month..well, i hope i can pay the bill every month!hehe..since i already have the modem, so i don't have to pay more than rm50 during the registration..but unfortunately, i can't install the software of the modem to my lappy because i just format my lappy and all the previous data has lost..dangg! it is useless la if it can't be use with my own lappy. so, for this time being, i use this modem with my sister's lappy. -__-
according to the promoter at the celcom centre kb, i need to spend more than rm150++ for the new modem..haiyaa..duit lagi! since my practical allowance was sooooo "mahal", i think i should buy it later..adoyaii..masalah masalah!
and the last thing is, i feel like there's a gap between me and my friends.it is just because of we are too busy with our new routine now?maybe..we are too busy with works.the practical life was not easy as i thought.it need some sacrifice..sacrifice in time, money and your feelings too.too many feelings that need to be care of.and the rest is history~~
honestly, i missed my life in uitm.i missed all the things there.the environment, friends, etc etc..
i have to wait till this july before i can get in there back..haihh..tu la..mase ada kat sana, sibuk je nak balik kan..now, rasekan! * i talk to myself*
till then, i'll stop here.
with love,
w.n.a
p/s: start to give up..don't let me down..
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